Dear norman,
hi my name is louise i'm a very new member, haven't spoken before, but, after looking at your thread, really made me think. I put off for 6 yrs going on holiday because of my parents being so ill, lost my dad 4yrs ago to cancer and my mum to alzheimers in sept this year, however, risked it and went on hols this year in july, nearly didn't because of the what ifs. Myself,hubby and two sons,daughter and grandaughter went. We all had a fantastic time, so much so we bought a time share to make sure we go again,again and again. It was a tonic!! ONE THAT WE ALL NEEDED. All i can say is go for it,you see something i learn't over these last few years, its not how much time we've got, its what we do with the time we have, memories are made of this. It might be difficult for you to go on hols,but try, it will be something to add to your life !!!!! kind regards louise