Hiya , i have just answered a thread about someone who`s hubby might have AD and the agony they are going through. This made me think about the short time i have been diagnosed and the things that have happened. as i said earlier it sems to have flown past which is a very frightening thought for the future. The last few days have been continuous cloudy days and even though i am able to post its much much harder these days. I used to have a few cloudy days before but not day after day if you know what i mean. i know also my depresoin is a lot worse as i have some very disturbinbg thoughts about my future and thought i would mention it just in case anybody else in my position has the same. They are not very nice and not for publishing but the only way i can put it is its as if everywhere i turn the doors are closed and i just cant get through. i know deep down this is my unnacceptance to believing i have thids disease but i also feel as if i do accept it then it will overtake me and cover me in its dark dark overcoat. i was actually in full flow there and now i`m just at a complete blank!! Sorry, but i hope this helps, best wishes, Norrms and family