I have not being posting for a while. I like to remain positive but i have had tough time these last two months. Mr mood is low. The most simple of tasks are a trouble for me.
I am becoming more and more confused. My wife identifies a pattern where I am not to so bad for a period then not too good.
Getting back to my confusion. I could not remember how to open the micro wave door. I could not access a pay point because I tried to put my card in the wrong place.( I tried to put my card in the flashing light instead of below it) I could not remember how to empty the dishwasher There were several other instances where I have forgot to mention
My wife has also mentioned my irritation in these times of confusion and low mood. I do not like myself for that
I just feel that I am spiralling down and I am only 63. In fairness such a feeling might because I feel low. I am sorry that i can not end this post with a more positive way.
Any how thank you for being there for me in this moment in time
I am becoming more and more confused. My wife identifies a pattern where I am not to so bad for a period then not too good.
Getting back to my confusion. I could not remember how to open the micro wave door. I could not access a pay point because I tried to put my card in the wrong place.( I tried to put my card in the flashing light instead of below it) I could not remember how to empty the dishwasher There were several other instances where I have forgot to mention
My wife has also mentioned my irritation in these times of confusion and low mood. I do not like myself for that
I just feel that I am spiralling down and I am only 63. In fairness such a feeling might because I feel low. I am sorry that i can not end this post with a more positive way.
Any how thank you for being there for me in this moment in time
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