The last time that I posted on here was when my father had just been diagnosed from the University/College London with AD. It has now been over a month and it still hurts.
My mother was made redundant soon after my father's AD was diagnosed. He is in his late 50's and the future is going to be great struggle. My sister has just moved out of the family house to leave me and my mum to care for dad.
ITS AMAZING HOW FAST THIS IS DEVELOPING! Within the last week his speech has totally gone and the random things that he comes out with suprise me. He is scared and now refuses to use the oven and sits outside the house on our wall on the street for the majority of the day. Everyday day i lose some more. He has started to say things that hurt. He said that my mum was agressive and nasty and she has never done such thing. The simplest thing like picking something up from the floor is practically impossible. Its getting very sad and fustrating. He crys even more now.
I have good days and bad days. I miss him when I think back to past memeories and they seem so far away. I am embarassed when he is out with us in public with his random comments and actions. I get worried that my boyfriend doesnt want to be with me because its a burden and its embarassing.
Still life goes on. I hope everyone is well on here. Just felt I had to get that out. It helps me to except it a bit better I think.
Sophie
My mother was made redundant soon after my father's AD was diagnosed. He is in his late 50's and the future is going to be great struggle. My sister has just moved out of the family house to leave me and my mum to care for dad.
ITS AMAZING HOW FAST THIS IS DEVELOPING! Within the last week his speech has totally gone and the random things that he comes out with suprise me. He is scared and now refuses to use the oven and sits outside the house on our wall on the street for the majority of the day. Everyday day i lose some more. He has started to say things that hurt. He said that my mum was agressive and nasty and she has never done such thing. The simplest thing like picking something up from the floor is practically impossible. Its getting very sad and fustrating. He crys even more now.
I have good days and bad days. I miss him when I think back to past memeories and they seem so far away. I am embarassed when he is out with us in public with his random comments and actions. I get worried that my boyfriend doesnt want to be with me because its a burden and its embarassing.
Still life goes on. I hope everyone is well on here. Just felt I had to get that out. It helps me to except it a bit better I think.
Sophie