i have posted before. It's been 8 months now since dad died from picks disease. I have slowly begun to get my life on track as best i can. My husband has not been sympathetic and keeps telling me i have to be cheerful. He says i wallow in death, perhaps it's my way of coping. He says i visit his grave too much and look at his pictures too much. I feel i want to leave him and be on my own.