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HELP I'm crashing again

2jays

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Jun 4, 2010
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Im so lonely. Everythig I am saying I am saying wrong. But i know im not. I am jyst saying how i feel but they say i have no right to say the things im saying now i am outside in the cold and freezing. My "suuportive" family are inside the house. I can't do this anymore. Help me. I need support. I canT see cos I'm crying so much. My only friends who understand who I am, are virtual. I need my friends. Virtual friends. I need you
 

lin1

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Jan 14, 2010
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So sorry 2Jays
I am here too 2Jays, I cant do anything practical, like go and have a word with them but I can listen to you

Sending you a ((((((HUG)))))) wishing it could be a real one
 

jan.s

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Oh 2jays, you're right, we are your friends, and we all care very much about you. I am sorry to hear that you feel this way, but we're here for you.

Sending you love and warm hugs.

Jan xx
 

LYN T

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2jays

You sound so distressed. Can we help? I'm sorry you feel so lonely.

Always here for you.

Big, big hug if it helps. Lyn t
 

nicoise

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Jun 29, 2010
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Hello 2Jays,
I'm hoping you're back in the warm again now, and not feeling so bad.
Are you ok?
 

2jays

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Jun 4, 2010
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West Midlands
Im so lonely. Everythig I am saying I am saying wrong. But i know im not. I am jyst saying how i feel but they say i have no right to say the things im saying now i am outside in the cold and freezing. My "suuportive" family are inside the house. I can't do this anymore. Help me. I need support. I canT see cos I'm crying so much. My only friends who understand who I am, are virtual. I need my friends. Virtual friends. I need you

Samaritans. I rang Samaritans. Thank you all. I knew you were there I still need you. I'm inside now lockedb in the loo. NObody came to see how I was. I only came in cos it's cold and - too much information - needed to loo. They are all in bed. I think They will wake tomorrow morning happy as larry......
Thank you all my friends.
 

Izzy

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I'm glad that you are at least in the house. Also glad you rang Samaratins. Will be thinking of you. x
 

fiitay

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I'm so glad you're back inside and had chance to talk to someone.
I am on here most days but don't post much as have an easy life compared to so many and feel a bit underqualified.
I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.
Take care of yourself.

Fi xx
 
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nicoise

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Well done 2Jays, so glad you found a person to actually talk to- and it sounds as though it has helped.

I'm sorry you hit a brick wall with the family - perhaps a night's sleep will help a little to put the problems in perspective for all?
 

2jays

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Jun 4, 2010
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SOme hOw this became a blogg!!!

Oh thank goodness fir Samaritans. David. Thank you David. I rambled. I cried. I shouted. I used words, those I knew how they were spelt, but not how they were said out loud...... Oooooh [smack in face] reality hurts. all sleeping in this house are "here to support". Strange isn't it...:: you decide.... Ok this has gone far enough time for them to take responsibility...... You hand it over.....|| and get ...... Why ! Do I have to ! Whats your problem??? - I really thInk you are over reacting.....:

All My special friends. Thank you for all the PM'zs I had stopped crying..... Until I got them..... Comforted tears now. Thank you isn't enough..... But... Thank you vi will PM back I promises when I can.