It's a while since I wrote my first post and had some very helpful replies so thanks for those. My 87 year old father has now had a proper assessment at home - very sad to see him struggling with the answers to the doctors questions - and we now have a diagnosis of 'early Alzheimers' which we already knew but is now 'official'! The doctor prescribed Aricept 5mgs daily for a month increasing to 10mgs daily for 2 months then another assessment. My father insisted on getting the prescription himself the following morning and I could not get to him until 3pm that afternoon. The pharmacist had put the tablets into 3 boxes marked 1st, 2nd and 3rd - I'm sure you can see what's coming - my father took 3 tablets totalling 25 mgs. When I got to him he was very ill but did not want to come home with me or have anyone called. Today he is still poorly and in fact is asleep on my setee as I write. I dont want or need advice really - I just want someone to talk to about this - I am ashamed to say that I would have been relieved if this could have ended his life before he gets any worse. I feel very guilty and obviously will do everything I can for him. Please tell me I am not alone? Sue