Well, there you go, tears totally set in. Crying while trying to type. Maybe that means I have realised diagnosis 2 weeks on even though expected it.
THIS IS MY DAD!!!
Can't express how I feel other than devastated.
I really hate this. My job is fixing things - of a sort. I can always help organisations. I always find solutions. I always am relied upon. Why can't I sort this out?????
I cannot believe how much I am upset right now. Is this normal?
Does having a rubber stamp of diagnosis mean you have to feel this way?
I was ok when I thought it could be something else. Why am I being sooooo pathetic.
Hubby gone to bed. Don't blame him. Tearful wife is prob traumatic. Its just all so unreal.
Sorry to be off loading like this. But I really need to.
Thanks.
Phew.
Will need good make up tomorrow I reckon.
Love to you all.
Alison.
XXX
THIS IS MY DAD!!!
Can't express how I feel other than devastated.
I really hate this. My job is fixing things - of a sort. I can always help organisations. I always find solutions. I always am relied upon. Why can't I sort this out?????
I cannot believe how much I am upset right now. Is this normal?
Does having a rubber stamp of diagnosis mean you have to feel this way?
I was ok when I thought it could be something else. Why am I being sooooo pathetic.
Hubby gone to bed. Don't blame him. Tearful wife is prob traumatic. Its just all so unreal.
Sorry to be off loading like this. But I really need to.
Thanks.
Phew.
Will need good make up tomorrow I reckon.
Love to you all.
Alison.
XXX