Dear all,
Feels strange doing this but I'm starting to feel a little desperate now and need some other thoughts.
My husband is a 40 year old only child with a father of 86 and a mother of 72. His father has been in a home for a year or so now after his mental health deteriorated. We have a 7 month old baby son and a 5 year old daughter.
over the past couple of years, my mother in law was diagnosed with a neurological desease which has left her in a wheelchair. she has to be hoisted on and off the comode, in and out of bed, and cannot take her weight at all. Since this time, she has become increasingly depressed, what with her husband going into a home also.
now it seems she's getting dementia. What i don't understand is where does it stop being dementia, paranoia etc. and start becoming alzheimers? Looking back, it's easy to see that the innocent forgetfulness when she deleted things on her computer or ordered 10 chickens instead of 1 on her online shopping list, were in fact early stages. now, and this is why i now feel in despair, she is accusing us of stealing savings amounting to literally thousands of pounds (which she didn't have), or conspiring to prevent things from happening in her life. My husband and i have worked tirelessly to get her things like a proper care package, a hoist, a hospital bed, more benefits etc. but yet she still accuses us of doing nothing to help her. We are currently trying to get a new bathroom put in (as she desperately wanted to stay in her home, albeit she is living solely on the ground floor) - a wet room so she can be hoisted into a special seat, wheeled into a wet room and have a shower. This is costing £6k which she is paying for herself with her savings as the council don't have the funds, but the organisation of it all, with a family of our own and builders that don't get back to you, is a long and frustrating process. she thinks we're not doing it and that's it's all a lie to keep her quiet.
She has become totally obsessed with money, and people stealing from her or putting things in her house. She sees no reason. Unfortunately yesterday when we took the children to visit, she started gonig on again about how she didn't have any money and we'd stolen it all, and i just flipped. i started shouting at her and crying and trying to explain until in the end i told her she was a stupid old woman and i wouldn't be helping her with her accounts or anything any more. i took the children to the park and left my husband there.
I am now worried that after 17 years of a good relationship with her, i've let her and myself down. My husband and i just don't know how we handle her constant accusations and questions about where her money is etc. We've tried explaining it all to her but it just seems to confuse her more, wears us out and the next day she's forgotten it all anyway.
The doctor hasn't officially diagnosed her which is also a problem because if we get the doctor to visit, she'll assume we're conspiring against her.
any thoughts or advice?
Lindseyx
Feels strange doing this but I'm starting to feel a little desperate now and need some other thoughts.
My husband is a 40 year old only child with a father of 86 and a mother of 72. His father has been in a home for a year or so now after his mental health deteriorated. We have a 7 month old baby son and a 5 year old daughter.
over the past couple of years, my mother in law was diagnosed with a neurological desease which has left her in a wheelchair. she has to be hoisted on and off the comode, in and out of bed, and cannot take her weight at all. Since this time, she has become increasingly depressed, what with her husband going into a home also.
now it seems she's getting dementia. What i don't understand is where does it stop being dementia, paranoia etc. and start becoming alzheimers? Looking back, it's easy to see that the innocent forgetfulness when she deleted things on her computer or ordered 10 chickens instead of 1 on her online shopping list, were in fact early stages. now, and this is why i now feel in despair, she is accusing us of stealing savings amounting to literally thousands of pounds (which she didn't have), or conspiring to prevent things from happening in her life. My husband and i have worked tirelessly to get her things like a proper care package, a hoist, a hospital bed, more benefits etc. but yet she still accuses us of doing nothing to help her. We are currently trying to get a new bathroom put in (as she desperately wanted to stay in her home, albeit she is living solely on the ground floor) - a wet room so she can be hoisted into a special seat, wheeled into a wet room and have a shower. This is costing £6k which she is paying for herself with her savings as the council don't have the funds, but the organisation of it all, with a family of our own and builders that don't get back to you, is a long and frustrating process. she thinks we're not doing it and that's it's all a lie to keep her quiet.
She has become totally obsessed with money, and people stealing from her or putting things in her house. She sees no reason. Unfortunately yesterday when we took the children to visit, she started gonig on again about how she didn't have any money and we'd stolen it all, and i just flipped. i started shouting at her and crying and trying to explain until in the end i told her she was a stupid old woman and i wouldn't be helping her with her accounts or anything any more. i took the children to the park and left my husband there.
I am now worried that after 17 years of a good relationship with her, i've let her and myself down. My husband and i just don't know how we handle her constant accusations and questions about where her money is etc. We've tried explaining it all to her but it just seems to confuse her more, wears us out and the next day she's forgotten it all anyway.
The doctor hasn't officially diagnosed her which is also a problem because if we get the doctor to visit, she'll assume we're conspiring against her.
any thoughts or advice?
Lindseyx