My little girl is the perfect forum name as that is what you always called me. Even after nearly 10 years I still miss you. You were the one person who always listened & helped me with my problems. The last 18 months of your life changed you till you were almost unrecognisable as the beautiful strong vibrant woman you once were. But one thing remained - your smile! When you smiled your whole face lit up and you looked so peaceful. I don't know if anybody will ever read this but I wanted to take this opportunity to thank you for 23 wonderful years. I also want to thank you for being the best possible guardian angel to Joshua. He is your first great-grandchild and I really wish he could have known you. The only consolation I have is that if he had - somebody else would have been his guardian angel instead of you and that would never do! From the moment he was born I have felt you near, sometimes I can almost hear your voice saying how perfect he is. Thank you for everything you ever were, thank you for your smile, thank you for the memories.