Going so fast??
Well, its “flaming June” and after the first week of hot weather let’s hope it just gets better. I am having trouble getting my head round the idea that this year is half over! Yes I get confused sometimes as to what day it is and also the year eludes me at times but it doesn’t seem to be two minutes since I walked out f the Doctors just after Christmas in total shock after being diagnosed with AD. There are times when I am miles away in my own little world and Elaine will say “What ARE you thinking about” I always reply that these days I wasn’t paid to think!!LOL but the truth is I am trying to remember the past days or months that have just gone by but without much success I’m afraid. I think, how could have this thing progress so quickly? I wasn’t that bad last year. Thing is, I can’t remember if I was or wasn’t!!
To say this is frustrating would be the understatement of the year. Then, my thoughts turn to my grandchildren and the tears well up in my eyes as i try to remember them being born or growing up to the age they are now. To say this illness is cruel is too kinder word for it and I for one could certainly call it a lot worse but it’s not in my nature. Also lately I have been dreaming a lot about my father, who I know has passed away but can’t remember how long ago, yet in my dreams he is as always was.
All these things go through my mind and a lot more so I am presuming I am not alone in this and other AD sufferers must be going through the same thing. There is a lot more I feel like saying but will leave for another day (if I remember). But at least the beauty of TP is that once it’s written and published we can go back and read it again and again if necessary. So if your partner, hubby ECT is looking as he is deep in thought, give him a big smile and a HUG, believe me, it works wonders, best wishes, Norrms and family xxx
Well, its “flaming June” and after the first week of hot weather let’s hope it just gets better. I am having trouble getting my head round the idea that this year is half over! Yes I get confused sometimes as to what day it is and also the year eludes me at times but it doesn’t seem to be two minutes since I walked out f the Doctors just after Christmas in total shock after being diagnosed with AD. There are times when I am miles away in my own little world and Elaine will say “What ARE you thinking about” I always reply that these days I wasn’t paid to think!!LOL but the truth is I am trying to remember the past days or months that have just gone by but without much success I’m afraid. I think, how could have this thing progress so quickly? I wasn’t that bad last year. Thing is, I can’t remember if I was or wasn’t!!
To say this is frustrating would be the understatement of the year. Then, my thoughts turn to my grandchildren and the tears well up in my eyes as i try to remember them being born or growing up to the age they are now. To say this illness is cruel is too kinder word for it and I for one could certainly call it a lot worse but it’s not in my nature. Also lately I have been dreaming a lot about my father, who I know has passed away but can’t remember how long ago, yet in my dreams he is as always was.
All these things go through my mind and a lot more so I am presuming I am not alone in this and other AD sufferers must be going through the same thing. There is a lot more I feel like saying but will leave for another day (if I remember). But at least the beauty of TP is that once it’s written and published we can go back and read it again and again if necessary. So if your partner, hubby ECT is looking as he is deep in thought, give him a big smile and a HUG, believe me, it works wonders, best wishes, Norrms and family xxx