Hello Sunray, thank you for keeping this thread going, I've found it helpful. I posted back in January then didn't check back so missed your kind reply at the time, and Cat's thank you both.
I was glad to hear that you had good news at your check up. What a challenge life can be.
My husband recovered from covid in January and then was very ill with severe anaemia, pneumonia and congestive heart failure in March. He was hospitalised for 10days and came home dreadfully thin and frail but did pick up and put weight on but in July he once again got a chest infection and had nothing left to fight with. I feel as though i'm grieving for two people, him as he was 'before' which is fairly straightforward, and now, after a time of relief that he wasn't suffering any more, grieving for the one 'after' which is so much more difficult, complicated as it is with not knowing how he felt or thought about anything and wondering if I could have done better. It's a process I know, and not one that can be avoided.
Life is getting a little more normal after lockdown although a return of that isn't inevitable. I really hope things get a bit easier in that respect for you soon.