Dear Sue,
I have just found your thread.
My computer is aged and won't support Firefox any more, so it hard suddenly to be in touch with TP. Everything is very slow.
Just a couple of thoughts:
I do something I really don't like doing, once a day. Just one undesirable task. Maybe you can kickstart the probate thing like this, a few minutes a day.
Also the sun is shining here, and I think I will go into the garden to read and experience it. I have learned we believe our thoughts, so if we think rain is not as good as sun, it isn't. So I don't dewll on rain but I do enjoy sun.
We are with our backs to the wall here financially as I can't work because I look after Mum. This can get scary. If I think about it I get scared. I am learning not to think about it.
My guess is to keep working to stay in the present. Not sad thoughts of the past, not thoughts about how it will be next week or next year. Just stay in this minute. How am I now? And work to get the present moment as good as it ca be. Only this moment.
I am becoming very aware of how my thoughts set the tone, but if I can stay on monitoring how I am right now, I am actually pretty OK.
Sending you love and 'connectedness' and a big big hug, BE
I have just found your thread.
My computer is aged and won't support Firefox any more, so it hard suddenly to be in touch with TP. Everything is very slow.
Just a couple of thoughts:
I do something I really don't like doing, once a day. Just one undesirable task. Maybe you can kickstart the probate thing like this, a few minutes a day.
Also the sun is shining here, and I think I will go into the garden to read and experience it. I have learned we believe our thoughts, so if we think rain is not as good as sun, it isn't. So I don't dewll on rain but I do enjoy sun.
We are with our backs to the wall here financially as I can't work because I look after Mum. This can get scary. If I think about it I get scared. I am learning not to think about it.
My guess is to keep working to stay in the present. Not sad thoughts of the past, not thoughts about how it will be next week or next year. Just stay in this minute. How am I now? And work to get the present moment as good as it ca be. Only this moment.
I am becoming very aware of how my thoughts set the tone, but if I can stay on monitoring how I am right now, I am actually pretty OK.
Sending you love and 'connectedness' and a big big hug, BE