Hi I am going mad Peter just Will not do anything I want to go town today but as usual he has a cold he has had this cold for five years ,and its getting on my nerves, I don't go anywhere if I do I have to get back in a hour so it not worth going out , I just want to scream the house down , I feel lonely , the children don't understand they just laugh at him when he says I can't come to see you, you will catch my cold, I am trying to keep calm but I don't know how much longer before I lose it. Carol from the clinic comes once a week but she can't do anything for me really because he said there is nothing wrong with him I just wish he would realize there is something wrong. I know I shouldn't and I know I don't mean it but right now I hate him x sorry for the rant but it makes me feel better from Christmas