This 'Talking Point' is really very good for me, I feel like I am among friends already. I have a great family, friends and partner but I really don't talk about how I am feeling, only what is happening. The reason I have made that statement is because, since reading other peoples accounts I have found my self sitting her crying. BUT on the other hand, it is comforting to know it is O.K to laugh at things dad says or his reaction to things. Thanks Daughter. No matter what, I will never get my head around the fact I have lost my dad to such a terrible illness. I do worry that when I leave the staff will stop being nice to dad, they really don't know the amazing man who loved us so much.