Hello
I have vascular demenia at 53. Every single thing has been an effort since I found out and my head is so messed up I dont feel like I want to be here at all, selfish I know!
Ive always been a carer for my 27 year old disabled son and I feel so tired mentally and physically. The care for my son has been taken over now as I cannot stress too much apparently. He is very hard work mentally I admit and it has helped. I just want to be on my own and left alone. Im not able to work as its to much for me in my low mood and I mess up all the time anyway. I will need to claim some benefits soon as I dont have much money left to live on but even this seems like a major operation. I recently moved to Cornwall st ives, and I just dont have a clue who to talk to about anything, I used to be so clever and there was nothing I couldnt do. I find sometimes this site very hard to visit as there seems to be a lot of carers having problems with their husbands, wives, mums or dads, and I think "oh god my family will be like that one day"
Im sorry for all the negativity ......
I have vascular demenia at 53. Every single thing has been an effort since I found out and my head is so messed up I dont feel like I want to be here at all, selfish I know!
Ive always been a carer for my 27 year old disabled son and I feel so tired mentally and physically. The care for my son has been taken over now as I cannot stress too much apparently. He is very hard work mentally I admit and it has helped. I just want to be on my own and left alone. Im not able to work as its to much for me in my low mood and I mess up all the time anyway. I will need to claim some benefits soon as I dont have much money left to live on but even this seems like a major operation. I recently moved to Cornwall st ives, and I just dont have a clue who to talk to about anything, I used to be so clever and there was nothing I couldnt do. I find sometimes this site very hard to visit as there seems to be a lot of carers having problems with their husbands, wives, mums or dads, and I think "oh god my family will be like that one day"
Im sorry for all the negativity ......