Hi
I have previously posted under I have a partner with dementia. However, my OH died on 4th March after contracting sepsis a serious UTI, pneumonia and Australian flu, on top of his early onset Parkinsons Disease and Alzheimers Dementia, which we had battled for 8 years, I say we as it affected me and our family as well.
My Mother aged 95 has mixed Alzheimers Dementia and has had several A & E visits for minor things she has blown out of all proportion. The latest one being she couldn't get out of bed when the Carers arrived, my brother was visiting her that weekend, so I could have a day out with an old school friend. They got her in a chair and she said she couldn't get out of it. Consequently the Carer after consulatation with her office said they needed Paramedics. They arrived and tried to take blood from her thumb and true to form she was screaming No No like a 'mad woman' eventually they held her hand/arm and took it. She was then screaming about pain in her chest!!! They took her to A&E and nothing was found, it was suggested A&E was not the place for her as it was more than likely an age related mobility thing, which is about right. She does nothing just sits in her chair for about 15 hours a day only getting up for the toilet ( which she often doesn't flush - despite notices reminding her) or to attempt to make a cup of tea, which she then doesn't drink. I have been giving supplementary care for 2 hours a day for 2 years, even when my OH was dying, and cannot do this anymore. I have health problems of my own including Atrial Fibrillation and severe Arthritis as well as having a skin cancer removed!! I am nearly 66 myself and cannot do this anymore. I also need 2 knee replacements which will put me out of action for 6-12 months.
She has 4 Carers a day but frequently refuses help!! She is on a fluid restriction of 1.5 litre of fluid a day and the Carers leave her with drinks and these usually remain untouched. She also has a habit of putting her gas fire on in the lounge - yes even in this stifling heat!! She puts soiled clothes away and then insists to the Carers the next day they are washed and clean!! She cannot understand simple written instructions and the Carers have recently found her boiling 5 eggs!! the pan was minutes away from catching light. She had a child lock on the freezer as she has the habit of getting frozen ready meals out piercing the film lid leaving to defrost on windowsill and then 2 hours later changing her mind putting the meal back and getting something else out, I know this as I caught her one afternoon. I say had a child locks, she spent one afternoon cutting it off with a sharp knife one slip and goodness knows what would have happened. The Carer recently found the microwave on for 35 minutes for a 4 minute ready meal and that was about to catch fire. There are no longer any food items she can cook so now she puts pans of just water on!!!
After the last A&E admission she was sent to a Council run/funded Assessment Home. The Social Worker has said because she wants to come home that it is how it will be. She would be fully self funding as she owns her bungalow outright and won't be seeking funding from LA. My brother(who lives 200 miles away) and I have a meeting with Social Worker tomorrow afternoon and I know how it will go, having dealt with them regarding my OH. I have had no time to deal with my own grief, have time for myself, days/weekends out, so I am only going to go to her twice a week on Thursday and Sunday afternoons. I expect there will be those who call me callous and uncaring, nothing could be further from the truth but I cannot give anymore. I have looked after her for 30 years since my Father died leaving her a widow at 65 - same age as me by the way!! I have had Counselling to deal with the guilt I felt over my OH's death having to bring into play my POA for his health as he was unconscious for last 3 weeks of his life. She told me I have to let the Care Package fail and then permanent care will be the only option.
Sorry for long post but I don't know where to turn and needed to let it all out!!!
Thanks for taking time to read what is probably the longest rant in history!!
I have previously posted under I have a partner with dementia. However, my OH died on 4th March after contracting sepsis a serious UTI, pneumonia and Australian flu, on top of his early onset Parkinsons Disease and Alzheimers Dementia, which we had battled for 8 years, I say we as it affected me and our family as well.
My Mother aged 95 has mixed Alzheimers Dementia and has had several A & E visits for minor things she has blown out of all proportion. The latest one being she couldn't get out of bed when the Carers arrived, my brother was visiting her that weekend, so I could have a day out with an old school friend. They got her in a chair and she said she couldn't get out of it. Consequently the Carer after consulatation with her office said they needed Paramedics. They arrived and tried to take blood from her thumb and true to form she was screaming No No like a 'mad woman' eventually they held her hand/arm and took it. She was then screaming about pain in her chest!!! They took her to A&E and nothing was found, it was suggested A&E was not the place for her as it was more than likely an age related mobility thing, which is about right. She does nothing just sits in her chair for about 15 hours a day only getting up for the toilet ( which she often doesn't flush - despite notices reminding her) or to attempt to make a cup of tea, which she then doesn't drink. I have been giving supplementary care for 2 hours a day for 2 years, even when my OH was dying, and cannot do this anymore. I have health problems of my own including Atrial Fibrillation and severe Arthritis as well as having a skin cancer removed!! I am nearly 66 myself and cannot do this anymore. I also need 2 knee replacements which will put me out of action for 6-12 months.
She has 4 Carers a day but frequently refuses help!! She is on a fluid restriction of 1.5 litre of fluid a day and the Carers leave her with drinks and these usually remain untouched. She also has a habit of putting her gas fire on in the lounge - yes even in this stifling heat!! She puts soiled clothes away and then insists to the Carers the next day they are washed and clean!! She cannot understand simple written instructions and the Carers have recently found her boiling 5 eggs!! the pan was minutes away from catching light. She had a child lock on the freezer as she has the habit of getting frozen ready meals out piercing the film lid leaving to defrost on windowsill and then 2 hours later changing her mind putting the meal back and getting something else out, I know this as I caught her one afternoon. I say had a child locks, she spent one afternoon cutting it off with a sharp knife one slip and goodness knows what would have happened. The Carer recently found the microwave on for 35 minutes for a 4 minute ready meal and that was about to catch fire. There are no longer any food items she can cook so now she puts pans of just water on!!!
After the last A&E admission she was sent to a Council run/funded Assessment Home. The Social Worker has said because she wants to come home that it is how it will be. She would be fully self funding as she owns her bungalow outright and won't be seeking funding from LA. My brother(who lives 200 miles away) and I have a meeting with Social Worker tomorrow afternoon and I know how it will go, having dealt with them regarding my OH. I have had no time to deal with my own grief, have time for myself, days/weekends out, so I am only going to go to her twice a week on Thursday and Sunday afternoons. I expect there will be those who call me callous and uncaring, nothing could be further from the truth but I cannot give anymore. I have looked after her for 30 years since my Father died leaving her a widow at 65 - same age as me by the way!! I have had Counselling to deal with the guilt I felt over my OH's death having to bring into play my POA for his health as he was unconscious for last 3 weeks of his life. She told me I have to let the Care Package fail and then permanent care will be the only option.
Sorry for long post but I don't know where to turn and needed to let it all out!!!
Thanks for taking time to read what is probably the longest rant in history!!
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