Hi everyone,
I havnt been on here in a long time. But just feel at the end of tether at the minute. Mum is now in later stages of this awful disease. She has been eating a lot less. And drinking has always been a issue but is not getting so much worse. She is on a antibiotic for a urine infection from probably not enough fluids. It's just breaking my heart watching her. But everything is just even harder as all of you know with Covid still such a big thing in our lives. I don't have a big family so would try see friends as much as possible. But where I am covid is just rising and even though I want to socialize for example I'm meeting friends for dinner later. I feel such guilt as I may take home covid from being in a bar. It's just all messing with my head. I just don't know where to turn. It's hard to talk about this with people who are not dealing with it as they don't understand.
I havnt been on here in a long time. But just feel at the end of tether at the minute. Mum is now in later stages of this awful disease. She has been eating a lot less. And drinking has always been a issue but is not getting so much worse. She is on a antibiotic for a urine infection from probably not enough fluids. It's just breaking my heart watching her. But everything is just even harder as all of you know with Covid still such a big thing in our lives. I don't have a big family so would try see friends as much as possible. But where I am covid is just rising and even though I want to socialize for example I'm meeting friends for dinner later. I feel such guilt as I may take home covid from being in a bar. It's just all messing with my head. I just don't know where to turn. It's hard to talk about this with people who are not dealing with it as they don't understand.