Hi, I had a lovely day out today, at first I said I didn't want to as I felt guilty, but while out couldnt stop thinking about Mam in the care home and what she is doing. She loved holidays abroad and doing her garden, I suppose I feel guilty for enjoying myself. Hubbie didn't notice my tears though as he was driving. Then I thought if she was at home still Id be worrying she was wandering. Does anyone else feel like this?