Hi everyone
When I read what everyone else is going through I feel maybe I`m making a fuss about relatively nothing in the scheme of things and very humbled but although still in the very early stages deceiving Mum makes me feel so bad.
Since her diagnosis ,although in theory she`s not aware what the diagnosis was ,she seems to have got worse maybe its a confidence thing but when she makes me promise not to do anything with her and I know she means putting her in a NH I do promise and then just hope that by the time we get to that stage she`ll have forgotten that I promised.
Tonight for the first time in a week I managed to (nearly ) get through a conversation with a friend without falling apart .....progress maybe!
I decided earlier that I couldn`t visit TP for a while because facing what was to come was too hard and that in the interests of one day at a time ignorance is bliss but I felt the need to share with friends who totally understand after Mums phone call so thankyou for being there .
Night night
Jeanie x
When I read what everyone else is going through I feel maybe I`m making a fuss about relatively nothing in the scheme of things and very humbled but although still in the very early stages deceiving Mum makes me feel so bad.
Since her diagnosis ,although in theory she`s not aware what the diagnosis was ,she seems to have got worse maybe its a confidence thing but when she makes me promise not to do anything with her and I know she means putting her in a NH I do promise and then just hope that by the time we get to that stage she`ll have forgotten that I promised.
Tonight for the first time in a week I managed to (nearly ) get through a conversation with a friend without falling apart .....progress maybe!
I decided earlier that I couldn`t visit TP for a while because facing what was to come was too hard and that in the interests of one day at a time ignorance is bliss but I felt the need to share with friends who totally understand after Mums phone call so thankyou for being there .
Night night
Jeanie x