As a full time carer single handed to my 80 yr old husband
I have been looking forward to a weeks holiday whilst he is in respite care
I took him in yesterday and it was so heartbreaking I just came home and cried I feel lonely and bereft after 40 years of marriage I've never really been apart from him before
Now I'm packing for my early flight tomorrow and it feels wrong despite knowing how much I need a rest
I'm only 64 and know I have to start making a new life for myself as he will be in residential care soon but still feel strange here alone
I have close family and friends of course but I'm essentially alone even when he's at home because he doesn't speak much and lives in another world which doesn't include me
How sad this terrible disease is its smashed my wonderful marriage in pieces
Hope others are coping with their journeys
Thank goodness for TP
I have been looking forward to a weeks holiday whilst he is in respite care
I took him in yesterday and it was so heartbreaking I just came home and cried I feel lonely and bereft after 40 years of marriage I've never really been apart from him before
Now I'm packing for my early flight tomorrow and it feels wrong despite knowing how much I need a rest
I'm only 64 and know I have to start making a new life for myself as he will be in residential care soon but still feel strange here alone
I have close family and friends of course but I'm essentially alone even when he's at home because he doesn't speak much and lives in another world which doesn't include me
How sad this terrible disease is its smashed my wonderful marriage in pieces
Hope others are coping with their journeys
Thank goodness for TP