I am still very tearful and feeling a bit spaced out. After talking to Samaritons I managed to go to sleep, only to feel like rubbish in the morning. Phoned the GP surgery and after telling them how things were the doctor on call said she would come and see us. She was lovely and kind and is doing her best to help us.I cannot begin to thank you all for your support and kind comments. I know that one day I will probably have to get him into a care home. But it breaks my heart to even think about it. In the meantime thankyou,thankyou, all lovely people who wrote to me last night. I know you are going through this yourselves. xxx