my partner has dementia and I feel he is nolonger the man I loved. I don't recognise him anymore and find it so hard . I can't relate to him anymore and seem to be constantly responding to his needs and I don't seem to matter only as a carer. My doctor has prescribed anti depressants which may help but all I feel like doing is crying all the time.I am being crushed by this disease and the future seems bleak.