Hello Mark
I hope things are a bit better this morning.
As the other people in this thread have said, it is very much
not a good idea to post real name, contact address, phone number, even e-mail address on Talking Point.
The forum is public, and people anywhere can read these posts without having to register.
Talking point is a help forum, but it is not a chat room in the normal sense of the term, and we don't recommend members having direct contect who do not know each other very well through communicating on the forum.
If you find yourself really needing to speak to someone late at night, then there is a service that offers
"confidential non-judgemental support, 24 hours a day for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair" - the Samaritans
http://www.samaritans.org/
When I was at my lowest with my wife, Jan, I always kept their card on me, in case I needed to talk.
Best wishes