I just need to moan and let off my fear and a bit of panic. I am really not well. I have had to cancel all my clients today and probably will have to for the rest of the week because I can hardly breath and I am so congested. It feels like really bad hayfever but it's that virus
I have had no patience with Alan today and I have ended up with my head in my hands at the desperation of it all. Alan doesn't seem able to do the simplest thing and yet he is trying to do things for me all the time now that I'm not well. His trying makes me more work and I can hardly function as it is. I have ended up shouting at him and it feels like hundreds of steps backwards. Me being ill makes me realise again just what I do to hold everything together.
For those of you who are dealing with enormously stressful situations on a daily basis, please forgive me. At times like these I feel I just need to shut everything off and recover.
Love
I have had no patience with Alan today and I have ended up with my head in my hands at the desperation of it all. Alan doesn't seem able to do the simplest thing and yet he is trying to do things for me all the time now that I'm not well. His trying makes me more work and I can hardly function as it is. I have ended up shouting at him and it feels like hundreds of steps backwards. Me being ill makes me realise again just what I do to hold everything together.
For those of you who are dealing with enormously stressful situations on a daily basis, please forgive me. At times like these I feel I just need to shut everything off and recover.
Love