Hi dear friends,
I can't believe it was December since I logged on here. I find I need support more now than ever before as now we are dealing with the end of life issues. I never thought my Mom would last until the bitter end of this diseas as she has been so underweight and frail for a long time. Through many illnesses she has managed to recover and has continually managed to surprise and amaze everyone.
I had to switch her to pureed food today as when we went in midmorning to see her she still had last nights dinner pocketed in her check. Gads, do you think they would have noticed that at breakfast?
She has very few verbal abilities left, is totally invalid and her quality of life is going downhill fast.
The hardest thing is to watch it. Part of me is so sad knowing we will most likely loose her soon and the other part is so happy for her to pass away so she can be healthy in heaven. It is a really weird conflict of emotions.
So, that is where I'm at. Getting to the end of AD with Mom has given me a more comprehensive view of this disease.
I hope you are all doing well. Those that don't know me, I've been coming here for years and could not have functioned as well without you all.
Thanks,
Debbie
I can't believe it was December since I logged on here. I find I need support more now than ever before as now we are dealing with the end of life issues. I never thought my Mom would last until the bitter end of this diseas as she has been so underweight and frail for a long time. Through many illnesses she has managed to recover and has continually managed to surprise and amaze everyone.
I had to switch her to pureed food today as when we went in midmorning to see her she still had last nights dinner pocketed in her check. Gads, do you think they would have noticed that at breakfast?
She has very few verbal abilities left, is totally invalid and her quality of life is going downhill fast.
The hardest thing is to watch it. Part of me is so sad knowing we will most likely loose her soon and the other part is so happy for her to pass away so she can be healthy in heaven. It is a really weird conflict of emotions.
So, that is where I'm at. Getting to the end of AD with Mom has given me a more comprehensive view of this disease.
I hope you are all doing well. Those that don't know me, I've been coming here for years and could not have functioned as well without you all.
Thanks,
Debbie