My mum died on Monday. It was honestly quite a horrific experience. There was a complication with the paperwork required for the syringe driver which meant I was on hold to the GP surgery myself 12th in the queue as my mum was suffering. I also had my brother being verbally abusive to the care home nurses at the same time so I was trying to calm him down at the same time. I’m glad she is no longer confused and in pain but I feel traumatised by the whole experience.