Hello there,
I don't know if anyone will read this but I am deeply struggling with understanding/accepting my Mom's disease, Rapid Decline - RPD caused by Loeys Bodies Dementia, I understand all the medical terms and effect this cruel disease has but how or why does it happen so quick. We struggled for 2 years with this disease not knowing what disease was secretly killing her, she was officially diagnosed with it in Feb 2019 and now is June 2020 I can no longer recognise her. The weight loss, the inability to speak, walk any motor function really. My mom was booked into a care home 6 weeks ago following a fall she took, I finally got to see her yesterday (thanks to covid lockdown rules) and what I saw was a ghost of who my Mom is or was, grieving for her when she hasn't actually gone.. how do you accept this... how do I move on with my life when I feel helpless to help the one person who always cared for me, who gave me life.
I don't know if anyone will read this but I am deeply struggling with understanding/accepting my Mom's disease, Rapid Decline - RPD caused by Loeys Bodies Dementia, I understand all the medical terms and effect this cruel disease has but how or why does it happen so quick. We struggled for 2 years with this disease not knowing what disease was secretly killing her, she was officially diagnosed with it in Feb 2019 and now is June 2020 I can no longer recognise her. The weight loss, the inability to speak, walk any motor function really. My mom was booked into a care home 6 weeks ago following a fall she took, I finally got to see her yesterday (thanks to covid lockdown rules) and what I saw was a ghost of who my Mom is or was, grieving for her when she hasn't actually gone.. how do you accept this... how do I move on with my life when I feel helpless to help the one person who always cared for me, who gave me life.