HI Greyone,
That is a beautiful picture you paint and I can see instantly how much love you have for your beautiful mum.
I'm glad you are finding some ways to help you cope with her loss along the way and that you find some comfort in them. It's also so good that you are able to help people on the forum and that you take comfort from it.
You ask me about plans for the future but it's way too soon to think about such an abstract idea - it's only been 5 months since dear mum died and my life has been turned completely upside down. The world makes no sense to me - I can't remember a time when I wasn't looking after mum and I can't think about anything else.
I've been doing a lot of things to fill in the time but I feel in shock the majority of the time. And, although I feel a lot of sympathy for the people on this forum who are still battling with caring day in, day out, I wish I was back there, not here.
I just feel so utterly lost......
That is a beautiful picture you paint and I can see instantly how much love you have for your beautiful mum.
I'm glad you are finding some ways to help you cope with her loss along the way and that you find some comfort in them. It's also so good that you are able to help people on the forum and that you take comfort from it.
You ask me about plans for the future but it's way too soon to think about such an abstract idea - it's only been 5 months since dear mum died and my life has been turned completely upside down. The world makes no sense to me - I can't remember a time when I wasn't looking after mum and I can't think about anything else.
I've been doing a lot of things to fill in the time but I feel in shock the majority of the time. And, although I feel a lot of sympathy for the people on this forum who are still battling with caring day in, day out, I wish I was back there, not here.
I just feel so utterly lost......