After 4 episodes of wandering or indeed running away from her live-in carer in the last few days involving many kind strangers, ambulance and police several times, my mum is having an emergency assessment tomorrow where I think Social Services will decide she finally has to go into a home. I knew this point would come but it still comes as a bit of an impact.
Not had tears yet but I am sure that will happen at the most inopportune moment. To be honest the last few days have been so hectic that I havent had time to cry. I just know that I personally will not have the mental strength to actually take her and leave her at a home, so I am hoping either the Council can do this or another relative. She has always been completely defiant about her condition and equally defiant about taking any medication and I know that she will be climbing the walls trying to get out and that they will in all likelihood have to sedate her at the start. I just hope she will be able to settle in to a new normal and wont hate me.
Not had tears yet but I am sure that will happen at the most inopportune moment. To be honest the last few days have been so hectic that I havent had time to cry. I just know that I personally will not have the mental strength to actually take her and leave her at a home, so I am hoping either the Council can do this or another relative. She has always been completely defiant about her condition and equally defiant about taking any medication and I know that she will be climbing the walls trying to get out and that they will in all likelihood have to sedate her at the start. I just hope she will be able to settle in to a new normal and wont hate me.