Hi
I havent posted for a while,have been feeling quite positive until yesterday....
I took my 2 little ones to beach,and kept noticing all the grandparents with there grand kids and it suddenly hit me that my 2 youngest will never have that. Mum played a very large part in my 3 oldest kids lives,i worked full time so mum used to feed them,bath them go to school plays,days out even weekends away,but the youngest have never seen that side of her,ive always said 'nannys not well'.
At least the older ones have memories of her.
I know nothing will ever change now,but this Dementia really is a nasty illness.
I really miss my mum,and i never realised how much i would,you just take it for granted they will always be there.
Thanks for listening,ive had a good cry while i wrote this so im sure i will feel better soon.
joy
I havent posted for a while,have been feeling quite positive until yesterday....
I took my 2 little ones to beach,and kept noticing all the grandparents with there grand kids and it suddenly hit me that my 2 youngest will never have that. Mum played a very large part in my 3 oldest kids lives,i worked full time so mum used to feed them,bath them go to school plays,days out even weekends away,but the youngest have never seen that side of her,ive always said 'nannys not well'.
At least the older ones have memories of her.
I know nothing will ever change now,but this Dementia really is a nasty illness.
I really miss my mum,and i never realised how much i would,you just take it for granted they will always be there.
Thanks for listening,ive had a good cry while i wrote this so im sure i will feel better soon.
joy