Mum has an appt with GP this morning but I've had to ask for a home visit. I'm not sure what's going on; dry cough, sickness first thing, dizziness. Anyway, a little bit of me is thinking about her going into hospital. At least she would get proper treatment and dad and I might get a sleep. But i know if she does, all I'll do is worry! I'm a nervous wreck and that is so not me. So tired of this life. Can i have a day off? Even had a dream last night that i had a weekend away! Wishful thinking....
