Thank-you Nada for sorting it out
and Big (((HUG)))) to Mel for saying that.
Its just that something been in the back of my mind & don't know how to handle it.
For some reason since mum come back from day center , she keeps asking when I do I want to go to Gibraltar, so it got me thinking I would like to go & told one of my daughter would they look after mum just for a few days, while I pop over there.
Then since last Wednesday since mum got home from day center she keeps saying that that someone may ask her to go on holiday with them & would I give her the money to spend, but would they give her medication? So I just agree with her. Ok I new this may be a hint that she wants me to take her, I did look on the internet, but it would be so expensive, & then would have to take a wheelchair & my sciatica has not clear up & am still in pain, so would have to take my daughter that would mean more money.
I told mum this, but every day she been saying you never No ? the driver & his wife may ask me, & keeps looking at her horoscope, me reading it to her.
I would love to get a plain to Malaga really cheap, then get the coach to Gibraltar, it really lovely doing that route as you see a lot of Spain & the mountings. Then stay at friends for 3/5 days & get the plain back from Gibraltar
So may be Go Sunday come back Saturday mean leavening mum with teenagers for 5 days, I just cannot bring myself to ask social services again or mum to go into respite again after mum being in emergency respite for nearly 2 mouths.
So do I leave mum with teenager? Who 20, she said she look after mum, (my 19 21 daughter would be with her) but told her it be only for 3 days. I do have a carer who comes in every day to wash mum & mum go to AZ day centre 2 days a week.
Mum said she does not mind staying with Monique as she cooks nice dinner. They say fate is what you make it how hell do I do this?Yes
going to say it with out feeling guilty not taking mum ?