I feel really low tonight, don't know why, just do. Don't really have the right to feel low, as i'm sure others will be going through a lot worse than me.
I spoke to the physio at the hospital and she said that i should try to cut down on visiting, she said if i build my life around this, it will hurt all over again when i lose him, she said i should start to find a life that does not involve going to visit twice a day. I know she meant well, but i worry that if i don't visit and he dies, then i will feel guilty because i missed the chance of spending time with him.
Drove my car into a lamp post today, it was a stupid place to put a lamp post anyway!!!
Regards
Alex
I spoke to the physio at the hospital and she said that i should try to cut down on visiting, she said if i build my life around this, it will hurt all over again when i lose him, she said i should start to find a life that does not involve going to visit twice a day. I know she meant well, but i worry that if i don't visit and he dies, then i will feel guilty because i missed the chance of spending time with him.
Drove my car into a lamp post today, it was a stupid place to put a lamp post anyway!!!
Regards
Alex