Sorry I`m here again. I used to be the carer, (of Mum and my son, until he got a lovely partner 6 months ago) I was the the "giver" for many years, we used to foster children and my son is adopted, and now people are being kind to me and I`m a mess. 5 1/2 wks ago I lost my Mum,physically, my friend my confidant was lost years ago , I was the centre of her world. My son and his partner took me out today to the shops, leaving my hubby sorting the garden, just I thought to the garden centre to buy garden stuff for both homes, they bought lunch,then took me on a mystery trip to an aquarium - they wanted to buy me some more fishes for my cold water tank. They want to make me feel better..... My neighbours and friends, checking am I ok....they want to make it better for me and its breaking my heart - not been in such floods of tears since Mum passed away on Mother`s Day. I`m not a good "receiver". New life for me? well I didn`t expect the horriblness of the physical reaction (posted re various infections/vertigo etc) and the kindness of others. Why am I so distressed? I don`t know yet, but I`m sure when I`m calm down the answer will come. Just had to let this out to someone.
Heather x
Heather x