Hi all, I know it's a bit selfish, but I am so disappointed. After OH seizure last Friday, we went to see his consultant on Tuesday, and she recommended that we cancel our holiday. It was to be a Mediterranean cruise! The first for both of us, and realistically the last proper holiday we could go on! I feel very down about it, and don't want to tell OH as we were both so looking forward to it, and I don't want him to think it's his fault! It was making each day seem that bit more bearable, having that to look forward to and discuss the different places we would visit. It didn't matter that he forgot, because we could go through it all again the next day! Now it's very difficult trying to carry on as normal, when inside I'm very blue! This illness takes so much from us in so many ways, even or especially our dreams!