The evidence of NPD has been there for a very long time, since her childhood if the accounts of her siblings are true which they no doubt are. Her sister was terrified of her. When I was made aware that NPD was likely and looked at the case studies, points to look for etc it was a real light bulb moment of understanding why her behaviour was as it was. The biggest indicator is that she left her only child with her parents to bring up when he was only four and refused to take him back when she remarried because by her own admission she enjoyed going to work and didn’t want him interfering with her social life.
The most problematic situation we have is her refusal to let her carers do anything at all and expecting us to make the 320 mile round trip every week because “I’ve looked after people all my life” Until recently, despite my husband having treatment for skin cancer, we have been doing that. Now it’s once a fortnight. We never told her about the cancer. There was no point as she would only accuse my husband of lying, as she has done repeatedly throughout his life. I have found that it’s easier to just do what needs to be done, eg change her bed linen, clean her bathroom, put a meal in front of her without asking. She doesn’t like it but she doesn’t argue. It’s a different story with the carers however, hence the need for the fortnightly trips.
Her dementia is senile and vascular by the way but she is still able to recognise us even though she confuses grandchildren sometimes. Residential care is not an option at the moment- she is too aware and doesn’t want it which I can understand but if sh continues to refuse even basic care, her personal care deteriorates even further and my husband gets ill again we may have no choice.