I’ve decided to make definite enquiries about selling our caravan. I’ve decided I wouldn’t enjoy it on my own or with anyone else as there’s too many memories.
I feel unusually tired today. Had to go to the hospital for a kidney scan this morning and it’s knocked me out - the drive and the anxiety of a hospital. And I think the overall constant situation with Bridget. Just feel drained of energy.
I’m beginning to feel as though Bridget and me happened in a previous life. Every time I visit ( I will this afternoon) I find a woman who doesn’t know me as her husband and that feeling accumulates every week into a forced distance between us. How can it not? A loving relationship needs equal input and I love her and she sees me as a nice man. I’ll love her and miss her till the day I die. It’s all very sad.
I feel unusually tired today. Had to go to the hospital for a kidney scan this morning and it’s knocked me out - the drive and the anxiety of a hospital. And I think the overall constant situation with Bridget. Just feel drained of energy.
I’m beginning to feel as though Bridget and me happened in a previous life. Every time I visit ( I will this afternoon) I find a woman who doesn’t know me as her husband and that feeling accumulates every week into a forced distance between us. How can it not? A loving relationship needs equal input and I love her and she sees me as a nice man. I’ll love her and miss her till the day I die. It’s all very sad.