I do hope that Poppy brings you some joy @Dutchman. I’m sure she will.
I’ve now been told I can only visit my husband once a week as there aren’t enough slots for everyone! Despite the visits being really difficult and heartbreaking I look forward to them in an odd sort of way and now feel devastated that I can only go once a week. The visits are my way of checking to make sure he is alright. One of my brothers can’t understand why it bothers me as my husband doesn’t know who I am. Logically I can see his point, but emotionally it’s very hard. We seem to be inhabiting some kind of twilight world. None of it makes any sense. The small amount of relationship that we had left is now being diminished by these draconian restrictions. How do we learn to live in this ‘twilight’ zone?
I’ve now been told I can only visit my husband once a week as there aren’t enough slots for everyone! Despite the visits being really difficult and heartbreaking I look forward to them in an odd sort of way and now feel devastated that I can only go once a week. The visits are my way of checking to make sure he is alright. One of my brothers can’t understand why it bothers me as my husband doesn’t know who I am. Logically I can see his point, but emotionally it’s very hard. We seem to be inhabiting some kind of twilight world. None of it makes any sense. The small amount of relationship that we had left is now being diminished by these draconian restrictions. How do we learn to live in this ‘twilight’ zone?