Thank you all for your replies. It’s so heartening to have your friendship in these difficult times. Yes, it simply must get better with time and I hold on to that thought. I really do struggle sometimes to put feelings into words, after all what is happening or happened to us is beyond imagination and words, after all, don’t do justice to the hurt we feel inside.
in some replies it’s been said that I did a selfless thing putting Bridget into the home. But, I wasn’t able to be rational on that final day ( 23 August 2019) and the pressure had been building up over the previous months till I could take no more. I wasn’t courageous, brave or being selfless, just desperate.
so I arranged her care home ( behind her back) out of desperation and she was taken away not knowing where she was going.
its 22.30 now and there’s a comfort knowing that Bridget, like me, has gone to bed.
I appreciate how difficult it is for us to find words of comfort but to know you’re there is a comfort in itself.
With love
peter
in some replies it’s been said that I did a selfless thing putting Bridget into the home. But, I wasn’t able to be rational on that final day ( 23 August 2019) and the pressure had been building up over the previous months till I could take no more. I wasn’t courageous, brave or being selfless, just desperate.
so I arranged her care home ( behind her back) out of desperation and she was taken away not knowing where she was going.
its 22.30 now and there’s a comfort knowing that Bridget, like me, has gone to bed.
I appreciate how difficult it is for us to find words of comfort but to know you’re there is a comfort in itself.
With love
peter