I’ve just come back home and I’m in a bit of a state. I knew I would but it hurts so much seeing her and not being able to go in to hold her.
she looked at me , smiled and Said “you take care of yourself”. Well that did it and started to cry in front of her and tried told them back for her sake. I said “I love you” . I really don’t
I’ve just come back home and I’m in a bit of a state. I knew I would but it hurts so much seeing her and not being able to go in to hold her.
she looked at me , smiled and Said “you take care of yourself”. Well that did it and started to cry in front of her and tried told them back for her sake. I said “I love you” . I really don’t know what to do anymore as I can’t go on like this.
if I don’t go I feel I’m letting her down and when I do go I end up like this. Apart from phoning the Samaritans, Dementia Nurses and posting here I really don’t know what to do.
It’s been 9 months now and fear for my sanity. Sometimes there are no words to describe how we feel when we’re this heartbroken..
On one hand I’m lucky to have found such a wonderful loving woman in my life and on the other now I’m paying the price for loving her , the separation and the torture of grief.
thanks for reading this
peter
know what to do anymore as I can’t go on like this.
if I don’t go I feel I’m letting her down and when I do go I end up like this. Apart from phoning the Samaritans, Dementia Nurses and posting here I really don’t know what to do.
It’s been 9 months now and fear for my sanity. Sometimes there are no words to describe how we feel when we’re this heartbroken..
On one hand I’m lucky to have found such a wonderful loving woman in my life and on the other now I’m paying the price for loving her , the separation and the torture of grief.
thanks for reading this
peter