We’ve had a walk to the town but I’ve made my excuses and returned home. The town is so busy, full of normal goings on, the shops are full and even Waterstones doesn’t interest me any more.
I could put up with most things if it wasn’t for these pains I feel all the time. It must be adrenaline, like when have a small shock e.g a car nearly misses you. The shock of reality has hit me.
Everyone says I should do this or that. Get a dog or cat. If I can’t get interested in a book there’s little chance for a pet. I used to have two cats but both gone now.
I seem to live on this forum now hoping for some kind of small release from the misery of grieving for my wife. It’s almost like the past few years haven’t happened and I was always her husband and not her carer. The mind plays tricks and creates havoc with your emotions.
I could put up with most things if it wasn’t for these pains I feel all the time. It must be adrenaline, like when have a small shock e.g a car nearly misses you. The shock of reality has hit me.
Everyone says I should do this or that. Get a dog or cat. If I can’t get interested in a book there’s little chance for a pet. I used to have two cats but both gone now.
I seem to live on this forum now hoping for some kind of small release from the misery of grieving for my wife. It’s almost like the past few years haven’t happened and I was always her husband and not her carer. The mind plays tricks and creates havoc with your emotions.