My dear Mum died nearly two years ago now and I put the fact that I didn't feel anything down to the fact that the Mum I knew had gone years ago and also when I had to put her into a CH it was so traumatic that I had done all my crying. However, as it got near her birthday this month I was getting more and more depressed and incredibly angry, so much so that my daughter has told me she won't ever be speaking to me any more. I am feeling so down and constantly crying and I'm sure it's got something to do with grief and I just wondered if anyone else had experienced such a delay?