Dear lemonjuice,
Thank you for sharing this! It has made me realise this is what's going on in my life....
I have days I just want to run away, hide or lay in bed with a blanket over my head.....
Sometimes wondering if I'm going mad? Or ill?
I lost my mum 1998, and now it is clear to me this is the same feeling! I feel like I have lost the FIL I once had,he can still smile, sometimes knows my name, I have always thought I knew how I feel about "the end" but not when the end never happens....
My mother die suddenly,massive brain tumour when I was in my late 20's.She was only 60, it was a shock & very difficult at the time. However I feel "lucky" as it's believed she did not suffer any pain or if any not for long.
Now experience years of dementia with parents in law,if I can pick my ending I know which one I would pick....
I have learnt so much in the last few months and I'm truly grateful to you all, all your shared experiences on TP is helping me enormously, Thanks!
I'm so sorry for the situation your mother is in and wishing I could help. Maybe you can find some sort of comfort in knowing that you have helped me? (Not sure if this makes any sense at all?)
I wish we could all have are wishes come true......
Mammamu [emoji202]
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