My dad is still fighting. He hasn't had any fluid since Wednesday but is still producing urine ( it was quite dark today). Last night he stated to rattle when he was breathing. His tongue looks awful, really sore, like bits are coming off it. He is on morphine and some other stuff which seems to be keeping him pain free. His breathing tonight was constant but more shallow. It is so hard the not knowing when it will happen. I spend my whole time when I'm with him staring at his mouth and chest to make sure he is still breathing. I feel like I am in some horrible trance, I am so tired I keep forgetting things and going through the motions of normal living each day is getting harder but I am trying to keep it together for my children. Feel like I can't breath sometimes.