I know I will not be alone in mastering all of these abilities, trying to be the "strong one" all the time has taken a toll on me. My father has Lewy Body dementia and Parkinsons, he is 83 and has had a good life but I am still upset, angry,confused and all the other words you all know so well but, what really takes the biscuit is my beautiful, gorgeous, kind, gentle brother suffers from A.D. and as of last friday is now in a residential home........He is FIFTY SEVEN years old.........My head hurts, I mean really physically hurts with the whirlwind of thoughts and feelings and emotions that are rampaging through it. I try my best to be there for everyone, try to make them smile, help with whatever needs doing but inside I am screaming.......if only I knew why??????