1. roseg

    roseg Registered User

    Jan 25, 2015
    26
    I lost my beautiful mummy two weeks ago to ad at the age of 55. She was too young to die and im too yoyng to be without my mummy. Alzheimers really done a number on my mum who lost the ahility to do anything including walking all within four year period. My mummy taughr me many things but she never taught me how to live without her.
     
  2. Izzy

    Izzy Volunteer Moderator

    Aug 31, 2003
    58,714
    Female
    Dundee
    I'm so sorry to read about your mum rose. How terribly hard for you. I hope you will find some comfort in this forum.

    Wishing you strength.
     
  3. CollegeGirl

    CollegeGirl Registered User

    Jan 19, 2011
    9,535
    North East England
    I am so very sorry to hear this, rose, please accept my sincere condolences. It's really not fair. Please post as much as you need to - and like Izzy, I hope it comforts you xx
     
  4. jaymor

    jaymor Volunteer Moderator

    Jul 14, 2006
    12,237
    Female
    England
    So sorry to read your very sad post. Please accept my condolances and please use the forum for support in any way you find helpful.

    It is so unfair and nothing prepares us for the heartbreak that we feel at such a time. Wishing you strength in the comings days and weeks.
     
  5. betsie

    betsie Registered User

    Jun 11, 2012
    250
    I found this poem on the Internet last night. I hope it gives you a little comfort. ( added as a file as I wasn't sure how to attach it).
    Your mum will always live on through you. She will always be looking down on you watching you yourself be a wonderful mother to your own children.
    Although she is not there for you to see and touch, the love, care and guidance she gave you while she was alive will always be with you to help you when you need her most. A mothers love never dies xxx
     

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  6. roseg

    roseg Registered User

    Jan 25, 2015
    26
    Thank you both for your replies. I just want the world to know that my mummy is no longer here this world has lost a beautful soul and it carries on regardless. It want to scream from the top of my lungs that my mummy is dead. Life will never be the same again. I know my mummys in heaven cos she haf a beautiful soul but im left here with my sisters and daddy and we have to bear the pain of being separated from her.
     
  7. roseg

    roseg Registered User

    Jan 25, 2015
    26
    Ah betsie that telly is beautiful. Thank you. This is just so hard to take in i wake in the morning hoping it was all just a bad dream.then the sick feeling comes back when i come to my senses.i worry about my youngeest sister who is 23 and living at home. She hasnt stopped vomiting and crying im trying to comfort her but my eyes tell all. I cant make it better
     
  8. roseg

    roseg Registered User

    Jan 25, 2015
    26
    I meant really not telly sorry bit shaky
     
  9. Saffie

    Saffie Registered User

    Mar 26, 2011
    22,490
    Female
    Near Southampton
    I am so very sorry.
    You are right, your mother was too young to die and too young to suffer this dreadful disease.
    It is so hard to lose your mother, someone who has been there for you and with you from your first breath.
    You will though, learn to carry on but your mother will always be with you in your memories and in your heart. x
     
  10. jellymac

    jellymac Registered User

    Nov 29, 2014
    62
    West Midlands
    So very sorry to read about your mom roseg, so very young. Sending you thoughts and hugs xx
     
  11. roseg

    roseg Registered User

    Jan 25, 2015
    26
    Another bad day today. Im realising my mummys dead and not coming home. Never coming home. I cant hug or kiss her or hold her hand or geed her her dinr or make her smile anymore .i never imagined it would be this hard or painful. I just need her right now but shes gone.
     
  12. Sue J

    Sue J Registered User

    Dec 9, 2009
    8,042
    So sorry for the loss of your Mummy roseg. Together with your Daddy and siblings you will get through. Grief is like an unimaginable pain :(

    Thinking of you
    love
    Sue:)
     
  13. Silver Lining

    Silver Lining Registered User

    Nov 20, 2013
    224
    My heart goes out to you, I remember all too clearly when my Mum died and that was 43 years ago. The dreadful pain has gone, like a knife in your heart, and all I remember now what a wonderful person she was and just the good times.
    Thinking of you Silver Lining.
     
  14. roseg

    roseg Registered User

    Jan 25, 2015
    26
    Thank you sue. Ive never experienced death and the first time i do it takes my mummy i dont know if im coming or hoing anymore.
     
  15. CollegeGirl

    CollegeGirl Registered User

    Jan 19, 2011
    9,535
    North East England
    Thinking of you rose xx
     
  16. roseg

    roseg Registered User

    Jan 25, 2015
    26
    Thank you silver lining for taking time to reply. I wiish i was at thar stage all i can think of is my mummy taking her last breaths. Im off on maternity leave at minute ans due back to work next week im not sure what to do
     
  17. Sue J

    Sue J Registered User

    Dec 9, 2009
    8,042
    You are young Rose to lose your Mummy, it is so very hard. You will find your way. Give yourself time, be as you need to bexxx
     
  18. roseg

    roseg Registered User

    Jan 25, 2015
    26
    Dreading tomorrow. Mothers day wirh my beautiful mummy. The world doesnt make sense anymore.
     
  19. LYN T

    LYN T Registered User

    Aug 30, 2012
    6,967
    Brixham Devon
    Rose, my darling, indeed it doesn't make sense that someone so young and good should suffer and die from such a terrible disease. Please, if you feel you can;t go back to work, talk to your GP; he may sign you off work for a while. Perhaps your sister is suffering from shock and that is why she is vomiting? Try to take comfort in your Sister and Dad-you will all grieve in your own ways and time but please be there for each other when you need to talk. I'm so sorry that you and your family are feeling such grief and loss.

    Love,

    Lyn T XX
     
  20. LittleFeet74

    LittleFeet74 Registered User

    Aug 30, 2014
    14
    How are you doing Rose? I totally understand about the world carrying on & how bizarre that can feel when your world has fallen apart. My life is forever changed too, you're not alone. Thinking of you and sending hugs x
     

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