A day of new things for me, as I haven't started a thread before. I'm feeling very pset and tearful and I think it's because we have got a carer coming in to get Nick up and do all the things I usually do. Part of me feels this is a bit premature because I can still manage, and to be honest I can be pretty sure he will just sleep all day but it's so I can go out and know there is someone coming to make sure he is okay. He isn't particularly keen on the idea but is so good tempered I know he will go along with it. I know I am very very fortunate that this is the case. It's kind of hard to explain my feelings and I know people are struggling with much greater transitions. I feel perhaps it is better to get something established now while he still has quite good understanding (although patchy) rather than wait until he would find it more confusing.