Feeling very sad today. I had a call from my husband’s care home, they are stopping all visiting for 14 days as they’ve got four residents who have tested positive for COVID. It’s my husbands birthday on Wednesday, and our 47th wedding anniversary the following week. I spent ages negotiating with the home to take him out for an hour on his birthday, just to get some fresh air. I feel totally cut off from his life now. Sometimes coping with these emotions is just too much. It’s not helped by seeing crowds at sporting events etc. , and hearing people moaning about not being able to have a holiday abroad.