Oh just needed to put it in words rather than my usual silent screaming. Today is yet another day of being constantly phoned by my MIL. It is getting so as I cannot stand to hear it ringing. It doesn't matter that there is nothing to say, and I know it is probably just the security of knowing that someone is there for her but I can't help it today I just feel I'm going to explode if it happens again. Only an hour and a bit before the eldest is home from school and needs taken to a swimming lesson so I am counting down so I can legitimately not be in. I'm at home with two under fives so it is odds on that I am in most days. I feel myself just wating for the phone to go and getting really stressed by it. I cannot not answer because that would be the time something is wrong. And I can picture her pacing and anxious if it is not answered. Yesterday we were out with the children and came back to 9 missed calls and six messages in the space of 2 hours. I get stressed out by the phone calls far more than actually being with my MIL in person as the onus is always on me to make conversation and keep things going. Just at the moment I can't do it.